Update

I don't know when I'll get to post again so I'm taking the time for a quick post before I have hit the shower and try to make myself look human. Jeff is taking me to dinner later and we're going to have the "We have to talk" talk. And yeah, I'm scared. I asked him where were going and he said "It's a surprise." so I asked, "Okay, how do I dress? Are you was hauling out the tux?" And he said